They said “Without love, we have nothing to do.” For the first time i thought that they were must be kidding me and tried to fooled me... but now that words is absolutely right! in the fact i got nothing to wrote down without love... i couldn’t make poetry, or story. Remembering about my status that still single, so i decided to get an inspiration from each songs i heard and it such as Taylor Swift, Craig David, Westlife, Brian McFadden, and else than makes some fake relationship just for got an inspiration.
But it’s not that easy when you’re in the bad mood indeed you have a deadline to make new story soon! And it’s what that happend to me 2 weeks ago.
Today (Monday, 11th April 2011) , on my way back home i met a guy. I could barely says that he’ll be my destiny... we’re meant to be together or whatever kind of predictions and wishing are. Well, i don’t know his name yet so i think it just kind of deja vu or an imaginations that trough my mind... first time i met him was totally different than i met my first love, when i met this guy i apparently knew that i would have a story with him a long, long story.
He just wore school uniform (senior high), brown jacket and black sneaker (i bet its converse “all stars”, with size 42 [European size] or 26cm.) hey! Don’t you think i like him, because i remember detailed what he wore and just for your info, i could clearly make a difference between love and an impression when i met someone for the first time... that’s my hobby to saw people so detail J.
Go back on Thursday, 23rd August 2007 the first time i met my first love, i knew we’ll know each other for a long time but i felt so different.... its like i’ll have a story about us “me and my first love” but it’s not the sweet one. Really happen today though! For this guy who i met today, i’d love to know your name if God give me a chance to meet you again, and you should come over me first of course! LOL.
You all must be already know Taylor Swift right? (that’s retoric question.) let’s listen or remember her song “Mine” it is; ‘ the moment i could see it yes, yes i could see it now!’ so that’s the same vision that i got today. Sometimes i think its funny how people try to matched their love story with a love song... well, i could say nothing now... nor wants to denied the story in a love song that sometime it does match with my love story.
Is this karma or kind of it? I broken heart with a same guy for almost along 4 years and step backward to re-mind what my father did to his EX-girlfriend and often hurts my mother... thoughts that might be they’re cursed my father’s daughter a.k.a Me to feel exactly what they were feeling. “Karma is doesn’t exist!” that’s what my mother said, but i said “ nope! It does exist.. it’s kind of reflection for what we were doing in the world along our life.” And the conversation was ending with argument. Well whatever and whoever you are, just believe that God spoke and worked secretly so, becareful with how you treat people and what you said to them. About how is your future family’s life someday, it all depends on how you treat people now.
Back to the topic ‘Love’ when you’re in love you could do everything for explore and express what you feel, in my case or in teenager cases sometimes we’re missunderstanding about what is ‘Love’ really mean... and no wonder if some are end with ‘M.B.A’. It’d be awsome if the ‘M.B.A’ was mean Master of Bussines and Admistration but, the problem is for some cases it means Married By Accident. My parents will suddenly get heartattack if i do. You don’t want that happen to you right??? So me neither! RevRunWisdom made a simple descripsion about ‘LOVE’ and for him; you will never meet your True Love if your [L]egs [O]pen [V]ery [E]asy. Simple but totally meaningful... in my friend case, who’s a broken home girl since 10 years old... she makes her own description about ‘Love’ and for her ‘Love’ is not always have to be end with a relationship or married.. for her, sometime marry is just a pieces of papers and has no meaning. Well, in this century and in our ages if we’re married in young ages means we’re locked up...
i’m agree with her about ‘Love’ doesn’t has to be end with a sweet relationship because remembering about life is never flat, loads of drama and never has sweet ending (except in fairy tale) so, sometime yeah! Why do we have a relationship if it would be end with crying and some bad things? Wait, don’t be mess up! You could have a relationship, but make sure that you choose the right person, try to know and understand each other, and don’t you try to lie when you start a relationship... because, if you start everything with a lie, it’ll end with a lie.
My mother said, “Love in a relationship is never simple and never easy... so, if you still couldn’t make yourself believe that you could trough it, better don’t have!” and for ‘Love’ itself... it doesn’t have a specifict descripsion about how could we’re in ‘Love’ ? and what is ‘Love’ made of ? don’t believe me??? Just go to Google and search ‘Love’ or history of ‘Love’. I said “why don’t we just try to accept what we’re feeling in our heart, take and give, cheerish it, feed it with memories, and take care of it.”
But don’t take my words seriously.. i’m still 16 years old though!! Hahaha obviously still know nothing about Life, Lived, and Love... i’m still trying to find a good place in this crowded world. We have our own couple, they could be our neighbour, our old friend, even they could be our enemy... so don’t be afraid that you’ll lived alone in this world, J all we need is just more care and pay attention with our social life. If till now you still haven’t met your couple yet, don’t give up! Cause it means God has a better plan for you.
Alright guys!! Sorry if i was out of track, but yeah please just enjoy my thoughts and think about what i wrote/said (not too hard.) comment would be awesome, so please comment! Lots Of Love,
Nurharyanti
