I remember how he stared at me
It was calm and warm..
I never expected something from him
But when he said he loved me,
There was nothing to ignored,
There was nothing to denied,
Hey Rey?!
You opened up my mind,
You made me believed….
Love isn’t for a fool…
Love isn’t for a loser…
Love is wonderful,
Love can built a bridge for a dreamer…
Hey Rey?!
Your laughed make me happier,
Your smiled make me crazier…
“ You are the one that could blow my mind,
i can’t stand on the ground
when i see you smiled….”
that is what Rey said…
# oh no no no…
Rey you drifted my mind away,
when you putted your arms on me
Rey you wipped my tears
And burried all my sadness
You were mine
You were my gorgeous Rey…
You are everything to me
You were my Rey
*back to # 1x
You it’s only you..
Now till the end
You, forever is you
The one till the end…
This Just My Way To Express My Life
Thursday, 12 May 2011
my Diary
May, 3rd 2011
Dear Diary
My middle finger, no body’s gonna put a ring on it. These aren’t a depressing words i expressed. Each time i look at my self in the mirror and i realized no one gonna love you nor like you! You should consider yourself for stop dying and begging for a fairytale that ain’t gonna happen in your life, because there’s no way to make it.
I should just open my eyes and face the truth. If i would someday and if my destiny was wroten to be single forever, i’ll take it because i know perhaps it is a good way or even a better way to enjoy and appriciate my life.
Some people in the out side might say “everyone have their own soulmates, the one that you could share everything with.” They’re right! Really. But don’t forget to remember, life is not exactlyvin our hands. Who the H-E-L-L knows what will happen to you and your “soulmate” a second after you have each other?
Just don’t and never be influence with my blog, because you and i absolutely have different life, thought, feelings and we also have different way to express our passion. Even if we have “almost” same love story, i mean if we’re single we both have different reason.
My mom told me “don’t be rush with things that you doing now, just let it flow and it will find a place where it should be. But also don’t forget to watched it out and sometime you may control it, when things start go out of track.” Those words are too much and may be too heavy, if we listened or read it for the first time. Just believe me you’ll understand with time. That’s true!
Probably love isn’t coming yet in my life because i’m still too young for understand what it is and still too young for feel it. An old song that still catchy in my ears is “First Love” by Nikka Costa, hahah yeah that’s kinda ridiculous because in above i wrote i won’t have a special ring on my middle finger.
Yeah it is, but it wasn’t mean that i never or i couldn’t falling in love right? I had it, i fell twice and the last, it really and apparently enough for break and torn my heart into pieces. Hahahah God bless me because it only and still only happened twice. So far, i could handle it.
I’m going to tell you how stupid i was! I fell with someone who already has a relationship with someone else. Thanks a lot the pain i felt was only goes along 6 months. I felt sorry about his girlfriend, instead i decided to stay away from their life, keep up everything that happened between me and him along 6 months, and built a new life. I was a dreamer , a day dreamer. So that was why i’m in love with the second guy. I knew him since August 23rd 2007, thought he just my friend then suddenly 2 years after my first guy, i fall over him (the second guy.) he was nice, kind, cool and smart. He was so kind with me, i thought he liked me… but it jus my blind optimism and so over reacted with how he treated me.
Like i said, i was a dreamer i wish i lived in fairytale. The place where i could have and i could reach everything i want just in a blink. I was wrong! Life is harder than fairy tale, even hardest than breathing. The case close when he said “take your own life.” I wake up from my dream, then see everything that i used to denied, i swallowed every words i said. “i told them i loves you (my friends) and that’s the truth.” That was what i tell myself. I was down, a friend taught me for keep strong. “you may lose today, but it doesn’t mean you will lose forever. Love is a battle field, take your sworn and then fighting for your life.”
She supported me till i feel much better. I love the feelings when i’m in love, i had loads of happy feelings even when i was in a bad day. Love taught me for respect people’s heart and taught me for grow stronger when i was down, taught me for make a story of myself, and love also taught me for let go something that wasn’t mean to be mine.
In the end of your story, love is always good… it is not love that makes you blind, it is not love that brings you down. It is the way you choosed for control your love, try to lived it and make a choice, say that you love her NOW or NEVER. Perhaps my love story wouldn’t be good and easy, but it will be interesting, because on my way to find someone who will putt a ring on my middle finger, there is a laughed, smiled, and cried until the day i have that ring. When the day is come, i’ll no longer be a pathetic, vain and insecure girl.
Laughed when you want to, cry when you want to. Smiled as much as you can if it will make you feel happy, make people surround you feel bless because they have you around. Cherish your life because it only happen once, there’s no way to forward it or repeat it. Not even delete it, so have fun and good luck!
Dear Diary
My middle finger, no body’s gonna put a ring on it. These aren’t a depressing words i expressed. Each time i look at my self in the mirror and i realized no one gonna love you nor like you! You should consider yourself for stop dying and begging for a fairytale that ain’t gonna happen in your life, because there’s no way to make it.
I should just open my eyes and face the truth. If i would someday and if my destiny was wroten to be single forever, i’ll take it because i know perhaps it is a good way or even a better way to enjoy and appriciate my life.
Some people in the out side might say “everyone have their own soulmates, the one that you could share everything with.” They’re right! Really. But don’t forget to remember, life is not exactlyvin our hands. Who the H-E-L-L knows what will happen to you and your “soulmate” a second after you have each other?
Just don’t and never be influence with my blog, because you and i absolutely have different life, thought, feelings and we also have different way to express our passion. Even if we have “almost” same love story, i mean if we’re single we both have different reason.
My mom told me “don’t be rush with things that you doing now, just let it flow and it will find a place where it should be. But also don’t forget to watched it out and sometime you may control it, when things start go out of track.” Those words are too much and may be too heavy, if we listened or read it for the first time. Just believe me you’ll understand with time. That’s true!
Probably love isn’t coming yet in my life because i’m still too young for understand what it is and still too young for feel it. An old song that still catchy in my ears is “First Love” by Nikka Costa, hahah yeah that’s kinda ridiculous because in above i wrote i won’t have a special ring on my middle finger.
Yeah it is, but it wasn’t mean that i never or i couldn’t falling in love right? I had it, i fell twice and the last, it really and apparently enough for break and torn my heart into pieces. Hahahah God bless me because it only and still only happened twice. So far, i could handle it.
I’m going to tell you how stupid i was! I fell with someone who already has a relationship with someone else. Thanks a lot the pain i felt was only goes along 6 months. I felt sorry about his girlfriend, instead i decided to stay away from their life, keep up everything that happened between me and him along 6 months, and built a new life. I was a dreamer , a day dreamer. So that was why i’m in love with the second guy. I knew him since August 23rd 2007, thought he just my friend then suddenly 2 years after my first guy, i fall over him (the second guy.) he was nice, kind, cool and smart. He was so kind with me, i thought he liked me… but it jus my blind optimism and so over reacted with how he treated me.
Like i said, i was a dreamer i wish i lived in fairytale. The place where i could have and i could reach everything i want just in a blink. I was wrong! Life is harder than fairy tale, even hardest than breathing. The case close when he said “take your own life.” I wake up from my dream, then see everything that i used to denied, i swallowed every words i said. “i told them i loves you (my friends) and that’s the truth.” That was what i tell myself. I was down, a friend taught me for keep strong. “you may lose today, but it doesn’t mean you will lose forever. Love is a battle field, take your sworn and then fighting for your life.”
She supported me till i feel much better. I love the feelings when i’m in love, i had loads of happy feelings even when i was in a bad day. Love taught me for respect people’s heart and taught me for grow stronger when i was down, taught me for make a story of myself, and love also taught me for let go something that wasn’t mean to be mine.
In the end of your story, love is always good… it is not love that makes you blind, it is not love that brings you down. It is the way you choosed for control your love, try to lived it and make a choice, say that you love her NOW or NEVER. Perhaps my love story wouldn’t be good and easy, but it will be interesting, because on my way to find someone who will putt a ring on my middle finger, there is a laughed, smiled, and cried until the day i have that ring. When the day is come, i’ll no longer be a pathetic, vain and insecure girl.
Laughed when you want to, cry when you want to. Smiled as much as you can if it will make you feel happy, make people surround you feel bless because they have you around. Cherish your life because it only happen once, there’s no way to forward it or repeat it. Not even delete it, so have fun and good luck!
Tuesday, 12 April 2011
Love
They said “Without love, we have nothing to do.” For the first time i thought that they were must be kidding me and tried to fooled me... but now that words is absolutely right! in the fact i got nothing to wrote down without love... i couldn’t make poetry, or story. Remembering about my status that still single, so i decided to get an inspiration from each songs i heard and it such as Taylor Swift, Craig David, Westlife, Brian McFadden, and else than makes some fake relationship just for got an inspiration.
But it’s not that easy when you’re in the bad mood indeed you have a deadline to make new story soon! And it’s what that happend to me 2 weeks ago.
Today (Monday, 11th April 2011) , on my way back home i met a guy. I could barely says that he’ll be my destiny... we’re meant to be together or whatever kind of predictions and wishing are. Well, i don’t know his name yet so i think it just kind of deja vu or an imaginations that trough my mind... first time i met him was totally different than i met my first love, when i met this guy i apparently knew that i would have a story with him a long, long story.
He just wore school uniform (senior high), brown jacket and black sneaker (i bet its converse “all stars”, with size 42 [European size] or 26cm.) hey! Don’t you think i like him, because i remember detailed what he wore and just for your info, i could clearly make a difference between love and an impression when i met someone for the first time... that’s my hobby to saw people so detail J.
Go back on Thursday, 23rd August 2007 the first time i met my first love, i knew we’ll know each other for a long time but i felt so different.... its like i’ll have a story about us “me and my first love” but it’s not the sweet one. Really happen today though! For this guy who i met today, i’d love to know your name if God give me a chance to meet you again, and you should come over me first of course! LOL.
You all must be already know Taylor Swift right? (that’s retoric question.) let’s listen or remember her song “Mine” it is; ‘ the moment i could see it yes, yes i could see it now!’ so that’s the same vision that i got today. Sometimes i think its funny how people try to matched their love story with a love song... well, i could say nothing now... nor wants to denied the story in a love song that sometime it does match with my love story.
Is this karma or kind of it? I broken heart with a same guy for almost along 4 years and step backward to re-mind what my father did to his EX-girlfriend and often hurts my mother... thoughts that might be they’re cursed my father’s daughter a.k.a Me to feel exactly what they were feeling. “Karma is doesn’t exist!” that’s what my mother said, but i said “ nope! It does exist.. it’s kind of reflection for what we were doing in the world along our life.” And the conversation was ending with argument. Well whatever and whoever you are, just believe that God spoke and worked secretly so, becareful with how you treat people and what you said to them. About how is your future family’s life someday, it all depends on how you treat people now.
Back to the topic ‘Love’ when you’re in love you could do everything for explore and express what you feel, in my case or in teenager cases sometimes we’re missunderstanding about what is ‘Love’ really mean... and no wonder if some are end with ‘M.B.A’. It’d be awsome if the ‘M.B.A’ was mean Master of Bussines and Admistration but, the problem is for some cases it means Married By Accident. My parents will suddenly get heartattack if i do. You don’t want that happen to you right??? So me neither! RevRunWisdom made a simple descripsion about ‘LOVE’ and for him; you will never meet your True Love if your [L]egs [O]pen [V]ery [E]asy. Simple but totally meaningful... in my friend case, who’s a broken home girl since 10 years old... she makes her own description about ‘Love’ and for her ‘Love’ is not always have to be end with a relationship or married.. for her, sometime marry is just a pieces of papers and has no meaning. Well, in this century and in our ages if we’re married in young ages means we’re locked up...
i’m agree with her about ‘Love’ doesn’t has to be end with a sweet relationship because remembering about life is never flat, loads of drama and never has sweet ending (except in fairy tale) so, sometime yeah! Why do we have a relationship if it would be end with crying and some bad things? Wait, don’t be mess up! You could have a relationship, but make sure that you choose the right person, try to know and understand each other, and don’t you try to lie when you start a relationship... because, if you start everything with a lie, it’ll end with a lie.
My mother said, “Love in a relationship is never simple and never easy... so, if you still couldn’t make yourself believe that you could trough it, better don’t have!” and for ‘Love’ itself... it doesn’t have a specifict descripsion about how could we’re in ‘Love’ ? and what is ‘Love’ made of ? don’t believe me??? Just go to Google and search ‘Love’ or history of ‘Love’. I said “why don’t we just try to accept what we’re feeling in our heart, take and give, cheerish it, feed it with memories, and take care of it.”
But don’t take my words seriously.. i’m still 16 years old though!! Hahaha obviously still know nothing about Life, Lived, and Love... i’m still trying to find a good place in this crowded world. We have our own couple, they could be our neighbour, our old friend, even they could be our enemy... so don’t be afraid that you’ll lived alone in this world, J all we need is just more care and pay attention with our social life. If till now you still haven’t met your couple yet, don’t give up! Cause it means God has a better plan for you.
Alright guys!! Sorry if i was out of track, but yeah please just enjoy my thoughts and think about what i wrote/said (not too hard.) comment would be awesome, so please comment! Lots Of Love,
Nurharyanti
Saturday, 22 January 2011
YOU BELONG WITH ME
“Anggita!” teriak Lea dari aula sekolah, Anggita yang awalnya berjalan cuek sambil mendengarkan iPod-nya pun menoleh dengan wajah super jutek. “apaan sih?” jawab Anggita, “ya amplop... pagi-pagi udah jutek! Jauh jodoh loh!!” Lea menyenggol pinggul Anggita. “ehh! your prince tuh!! Udah mejeng pagi-pagi dengan para dayang-dayangnya.” Lea berbicara dengan nada meledek dan tersenyum-senyum kuda, “ia apa? Dimana?? Anterin gue kesana dong!!” wajah Anggita berubah sumringah seketika mendengar sahabatnya. Nampaknya memang pesona Alvin sudah tidak dapat di hindari lagi oleh Anggita dan para gadis lainnya, tapi tidak termasuk Lea! “ iyee sabar –sabar bu... mau kemana sih!? Orangnya juga kagak kemane-mane, masih ngejanteng di lapangan basket.” Lea yang berbicara dengan logat betawi-nya tidak dapat menahan keinginan Anggita untuk segera melihat Alvin, Anggita keburu menarik tangan Lea dan berlari menuju lapangan basket. Lea selalu heran dengan sifat sahabatnya itu, malahan Lea bertanya-tanya sebenarnya apa sih istimewanya seorang Alvin?? Anak kelas 3 IPS, berkulit putih, berkacamata dan berbadan ‘KurTing’ alias Kurus Tinggi sebetulnya terkesan bersifat arrogant dan sok cool gak jelas, namun mampu menyedot perhatian hampir seisi sekolah. Sesampainya di lapangan basket, belum sempat Lea bernafas Anggita sudah tersenyum-senyum gak jelas dengan mata yang berbinar-binar, “astaga Le!! Makan apa sih ibunya waktu hamil dia? Punya anak kok ganteng banget!!” Anggita tersenyum-senyum sendiri, sementara Lea berusaha mengambil nafas sembari mengeluarkan wajah jengkelnya. “makan areng kali!” jawab Lea jutek, Anggita pun menepuk pundak sahabatnya itu. “ahhh Malih!! Gak seneng banget sieh ngeliat temen-nya seneng!!” Anggita pun mengeluarkan mimik juteknya lagi, “abisnya lo! Selalu aja nanyain emaknya makan apaan waktu hamil dia!? Mana gue tau sihh.. gue aja belom lahir” jawab Lea sensi. “eh eh Nadia dateng tuh! Ngapain sih tu bocah nyamperin Alvin? Pasti caper lagi deh!” Anggita menarik baju Lea dan menujuk kearah Nadia, anak kelas 3 IPA saingan terbesar Anggita. Nadia dan Alvin sebenarnya adalah kakak kelas Anggita, yang harusnya Anggita hormati namun nampaknya kata ‘Hormat’ pada kakak kelas gak akan pernah berlaku untuk Nadia. Well, Nadia adalah pacarnya Alvin... kata-kata yang tepat untuk mendeskripsikan seorang Nadia adalah cantik, tinggi, berkulit sawo matang, berambut panjang dan memiliki idola yang cukup banyak juga di sekolahnya, bisa di bilang beda tipis lah dengan Alvin. Terkadang Anggita suka membandingkan dirinya sendiri dengan Nadia, menurutnya dia hanyalah seorang anak kelas 1 SMA bertubuh tidak lebih dari 165 cm, berkulit sawo matang, berambut panjang namun tidak memiliki hal-hal special layaknya Nadia yang juga seorang ketua cheerleaders. “ahh nenek lampir itu lagi! Ngapain dia nongol segala sih?” sahut Lea dengan nada sewot. “Nadia tuh perfect banget yah Le!? Emang gue... eh tapikan, gue udah kenal Alvin duluan, malahan sebelum itu anak sekolah disini! Gue tau segelanya tentang dia!! Malahan gue tau, berapa lama waktu yang dia butuhin untuk mandi.” Ratap Anggita dengan wajah memelas sambil melihat kearah Alvin dan Nadia yang sedang tertawa. “astaga Anggi!! Ia sih, loe kenal dia duluan, tapi bukan berarti loe ngitungin berapa lama dia mandi!!” jawab Lea dengan nada shock, “abis gue gedek Le setiap kali gue ngeliat mereka ngobrol!” sambar Anggita. “udahlah.. mendingan sekarang kita ke kelas aja! Bentar lagi bell masuk bunyi, ngapain ngintipin orang pacaran dari balik pohon gini!.” Lea pun menggandeng tangan Anggita dan menariknya ke kelas. Sepulangnya dari sekolah, Anggita segera bergegas pulang sambil mendengarkan iPod. Namun tak disangka, Anggita melihat Alvin dan Nadia sedang berjalan bergandengan tangan di depan Lab. Bahasa, Anggita melirik dengan wajah juteknya dan berlalu sembari membesarkan volume iPod. “gila yah! Ngapain sih mereka gandengan tangan, jalan berduaan di depan umum?? Pengen banget orang pada tau hubungan mereka. Lebay! Apalagi itu nenek lampir satu!! Ganjen banget sih!” teriak Anggita begitu memasuki rumahnya, ia pun membanting pintu sehingga membuat mamanya berlari dari dapur dan menghampirinya. “ya ampun Anggi!! Ngapain sih kamu ngebanting pintu dan teriak-teriak gak jelas gitu!” omel mamanya, “ahh tau ahh mama gak akan ngerti! Aku capek, laper and mau makan..” sahut Anggita dengan nada jutek. “yaudah sana ganti baju, cuci muka, terus makan!” jawab mama. Malam ini adalah malam minggu, seharusnya Anggita pergi keluar dan hang-out bareng temen-temennya, namun Anggita lebih memilih tetap tinggal dirumah, mendengarkan musik dan menulis semua cerita hidupnya di dalam diary. Sesekali Anggita menoleh dan melihat kearah jendela kamar Alvin yang tepat berada di depan jendela kamarnya,terlihat Alvin sedang berbicara di telepon. Ahh pasti itu telepon dari Nadia! and yup! Mereka adalah tetangga, maka dari itu Anggita mengetahui segala hal tentang Alvin, selain itu boleh di bilang keluarga mereka cukup akrab sampai-sampai tante Dina, a.k.a mamanya Alvin selalu menjadikan Anggita topik pembicaraan saat perkumpulan keluarga, bahkan kemanapun tante Dina pergi selalu mengajak Anggita untuk pergi. Apalagi kalau om Putra lagi kerja keluar kota, Anggita sudah di pastikan berada di rumah keluarga Alvin dan menemani tante Dina seharian penuh.
Sedang asik-asiknya melamun diatas tempat tidur, tiba-tiba suara bell rumah berbunyi. Anggita melihat kearah jam, dan jam menunjukan pukul 12.30 malam, “siapa sih tengah malem gini dateng ke rumah? Orang bukan yah? Jangan-jangan hantu lagi!!” Anggita berbicara ketakutan sambil memeluk bantal. Tidak berapa lama kemudian HP Anggita berdering, dia pun segera menjawab teleponnya. “siapa nih? Malem-malem telepon! Gak tau udah jam berapa yah?” omel Anggita “ehh sorry! Aku ganggu yah Ta?” suara di telepon, tidak lain dan tidak bukan adalah suara Alvin... Anggita pun langsung menutup mulutnya dan matanya pun melotot. “ehh ya ampun kak Alvin!! Enggak kok kak.. aku kira siapa, ada apa kak?” jawab Anggita dengan nada lembut. “enggak sih.. Cuma kok tadi aku ketok-ketok pintu rumah kamu, gak ada yang buka?” nada suara Alvin terdengar seperti sedang tidak bersemangat “ kakak ada di depan rumah ku? Jadi itu kakak yang ngebell dan ngetok-ngetok pintu dari tadi? Aku kira siapa... yaudah kakak tunggu yah! Aku keluar sebentar lagi.” Anggita langsung melompat dari tempat tidurnya dengan semangat “ok! Aku tunggu yah!.” Jawab Alvin. Pntu rumah pun sudah di buka, Alvin yang terlihat suntuk memaksakan senyumnya kepada Anggita “ masuk kak kedalem!” ajak Anggita, Alvin pun masuk kedalam rumah “maaf ya Ta, udah ganggu malem-malem.” Alvin menggaruk-garuk kepalanya sambil berjalan kearah ruang tamu. “issh santai aja kak! Kayak sama siapa aja.. kok gak pergi malem mingguan? Biasanya jam segini belom pulang, masih jalan-jalan sama Nadia.” Sahut Anggita sembari menyindir Alvin “aku baru putus sama Nadia, gak tau apa yang salah sama aku! Padahal tadi kita lagi bercanda di telepon, eh tiba-tiba dia ngomel-ngomel trus matiin teleponnya.” Anggita pun langsung menoleh kearah Alvin, dan mempersilahkan Alvin duduk “loh kenapa kak? Bukannya tadi siang masih baik-baik aja?” Alvin mengusap mukanya dan menarik nafas. “gak tau tuh! Gak jelas juga tu anak.” Anggita tersenyum “yaudah lah kak.. gak usah terlalu di pikirin! Cewek gak cuma dia doang kan? Masih banyak peri-peri di luar sana yang menanti kakak.” Alvin menoleh dan tersenyum kearah Anggita, seketika Anggita lemas melihat senyuman Alvin “errm kak, mau minum apa? Aku buatin dulu yah!” teriak Anggita, mengalihkan perhatian “apa aja deh, terserah” jawab Alvin dan Anggita pun langsung berlari kearah dapur dan tersenyum-senyum sendiri sambil membuatkan minum untuk Alvin ‘akhirnya putus juga!’ kata Anggita dalam hati. Anggita langsung bergegas kembali ke Alvin.
“ini kak, minum dulu!” Alvin pun menyambut gelas yang di berikan Anggita “thanks ya!” Alvin tersenyum “ia, jadi kakak gak akan selamanya mikirin dia juga kan? Kalo kakak punya niat kayak gitu mendingan kakak pikir ulang lagi deh.. emang kakak gak kasian apa ama cewek-cewek yang neriak-neriakin kakak saat kakak lagi main basket, nanti mereka patah hati lagi, dan ngerasa gak punya kesempatan untuk di cintai oleh pangeran mereka.” Lanjut Anggita sambil tertawa kecil, Alvin tertawa mendengar Anggita “ya ampun Ta Ta... gak segitunya juga kali, mereka juga pasti mikir untuk jadiin aku pacarnya! Kayak gak ada cowok lain aja.” Jawab alvin sambil tertawa “waah kakak gak sadar apa, kalo ada banyak cewek yang nge-fans sama kakak?!” Anggita menepuk pundak Alvin. Mereka berbicara cukup lama, sekitar jam 03.30 pagi Alvin baru pamit pulang... meskipun begitu, Anggita tidak merasa capek atau ngantuk saat berbicara dengan Alvin, malahan mereka saling curhat dan tertawa bersama. “wahh enak juga yah ngobrol sama kamu! Gak bikin sakit hati, udah gitu kamu cepet nangkep lagi sama apa yang aku omongin.” Anggita pun tersenyum malu saat Alvin memujinya “ia dong! Anggita... anak paling cerewet, pinter, and manis di kelas 10” Alvin pun tertawa kencang mendengar gaya bicara Anggita yang sok keren. “yaudah deh! Udah pagi.. aku pulang dulu ya, gak enak nih jadi ganggu jam tidur kamu!” Alvin berdiri dan berpamitan. “ah gak kenapa-kenapa kok kak! Ini kan hari minggu, jadi gak mengganggu sama sekali.. malahan aku seneng bisa nemenin kakak ngobrol.” Jawab Anggita, Anggita pun mengatantar Alvin hinnga ke depan pintu rumah “Anggita, terkadang apa yang terlihat indah di mata kita, sebenarnya tidak sama sekali sesuai dengan apa yang kita lihat dan kita pikirkan.” Anggita terlihat bingung melihat wajah Alvin, hingga membuat Alvin tertawa. “okay! Sampai ketemu hari senin ya!” Alvin tersenyum kearah Anggita dan berjalan pulang ke rumah, Anggita pun menutup pintu rumah. “Anggita! Ngapain kamu jam segini belum tidur?” tiba-tiba mama berdiri di balik Anggita “ehh mama, udah bangun mah? Rajin banget” jawab Anggita sambil nyengir canggung. “udah bangun, udah bangun. Tidur sana cepet! Nanti kamu sakit lagi karena begadang!” omel mama, Anggita pun langsung ciut “ia mah!” Anggita berlari ke kamar dan tidur.
Hari senin pun tiba, hari ini Anggita terlihat sangat ceria dan sangat berbeda di bandingkan biasanya. “wew! Kenapa nih temen gue?!? Ketawa-tawa gak jelas pagi-pagi gini. Biasanya muka udah berlipet tujuh!” Lea tertawa melihat sikap sahabatnya, “ahh loe kayak gak tau aja gue lagi seneng! Alvin ke rumah gue malem minggu kemaren!” jawab Anggita sembari tersenyum-senyum. “ahh gila mampus! Loe serius say!?? Ceritain dong!” Lea sangat excited mendengar kabar dari Anggita, “ia dong, ishh entar aja gue ceritain abis upacara ya!?” jawab Anggita, wajah Lea nampak kecewa “yah.... yaudah deh!” selesai upacara, Lea menagih hutang cerita Anggita, dan Anggita pun mau gak mau mencerita kan secara detail apa aja yang mereka bicarain malam itu. Lea terlihat sangat senang melihat sahabatnya bisa tertawa dan terlihat ceria, jika di bandingkan dengan sebelumnya Anggita sangat lah berbeda! Anggita yang jutek dan kaku tiba-tiba berubah jadi sosok yang menyenangkan dan periang. “Panggilan untuk Anggita dewi, di harapkan segera ke lapangan basket sekarang juga, sekali lagi saya ulangi panggilan untuk Anggita dewi di harapkan segera ke lapangan basket sekarang juga. Terima kasih.” Wajah Anggita dan Lea berubah seketika, mereka bertanya-tanya siapa orang yang baru saja memberikan pengumuman itu. “Anggi, itu bukan suara mbak Tini atau mas Joni kan?” tanya Lea dengan wajah linglung ke Anggita, “mana gue tau si Le! Udah yuk loe temenin gue ke lapangan basket!” Anggita menarik tangan Lea dan berjalan terburu-buru ke lapangan basket. Sesampainya disana, ada hal yang sangat tidak di harapkan oleh Anggita “kok rame yak Le?” tanya Anggita ke Lea yang sedang bingung melihat keramaian di lapangan basket, “ehh Ta! Loe gak lagi di hukum kan? Emang lo salah apaan sih?” Lea berbalik bertanya ke Anggita, Anggita pun melotot ke arah Lea “gimana sih loe, gue nanya malah nanya lagi!!” Anggita pun kembali ke sifat aslinya. “ia maaf Ta!” jawab Lea takut... “Anggita! Kamu mau gak jadi pacar aku?” teriakan seorang cowok dari balik tubuh mereka berdua membuat Anggita dan Lea menoleh ke belakang dengan segera, O.M.G!!! itu Alvin, dia memakai baju basket dan memegang sebuah sarung tangan dan sebuah boneka beruang. Alvin berjalan kearah Anggita dan berlutut di depan Anggita “Ta, kamu mau gak jadi pacar aku? Kalau ia, tolong ambil boneka ini. Tapi kalo enggak, kamu boleh ambil sarung tangan ini.” Lea tersenyum-senyum melihat Alvin yang berlutut di hadapan Anggita, cowok yang selama ini menaklukan hati sahabatnya akhirnya bisa di taklukan juga oleh Anggita. Namun Anggita terlihat sangat stress dan bingung mau menjawab apa “udehh jangan kelamaan! Ambil tu teddy bearnya!” teriak Lea dan anak-anak lainnya yang berada di lapangan basket. “ia ia sabar!” sahut Anggita panik, hingga akhirnya ia menjulurkan tangannya dan Alvin pun menutup mata. “yes!!” teriak Lea, Alvin pun segera membuka mata. Ternyata Anggita mengambil boneka beruang berwarna putih itu hingga membuat Alvin melompat dan seisi sekolah berteriak “Yes!” “thanks ya Ta!” Alvin pun memeluk Anggita dan tiba-tiba keluarlah ratusan balon yang bertuliskan ‘I LOVE YOU ANGGITA’ dan berterbangan ke langit, Lea tertawa bahagia dan Anggita pun tersenyum senang “bukan kakak yang seharusnya bilang terima kasih, tapi aku! Terima kasih ya kak udah membuat semua impianku menjadi kenyataan.” Sahut Anggita, Alvin pun tersenyum mendengar pernyataan Anggita. Yup! That’s life... we never know the end! So terus berusaha dan terus berjuang satu hal lagi... jangan pernah berhenti bermimpi! –Juzt lynn
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